While realising it’ll take a miracle to keep that person in your life….

Get it all out now shall we, publicly, so everyone can see.

You have changed my life, made every little thing wrong with it seem okay, made me feel better than I know I really am, made me realise I’m worth more than I think I am. 

The thing that brought us together is my biggest regret in life, but because it brought me you I will never regret it. Its got so bad between us, come september I won’t have a clue where you’re living, what uni you’re at, the book in essence shall be shut from me. 

I don’t want you to leave my life because you are everything that keeps me going, whether we talk or not. Knowing you are always there keeps me going. But you’re going. And I think you’ve taught me enough to keep me going without you. 

You are the most amazing person I have, or Will ever meet. You’re the most sarcastic person in the world, excluding me of course. You’re the most irritating person I know….. You’re the most selfless person I know. You have affected me in ways I don’t even think I can comprehend yet, so knowing you, you thought of it about a year ago…

You are my brother, Always have, Always will be. And it genuinely feels like I’m losing my big brother which is stupid because I don’t really have one and my mum writing him a valentines card would have been REALLY inappropriate. 

I will always be your little sister, the one that you can watch gossip girl with, the one will always know who’s best for you and you will of course disagree completely. But thats okay. Aslong as you try to listen for a change….

I love you A, forever - Thankyou for being such an amazing person and changing my life in 1000000 different ways, Your J. 

hell yes.